the end

im no longer here. stalk me at kickpushit.blogspot.com.

tell me u are hurting too.

s : who is your first love?

A

how is he now?

he's gone.


Tell me that its normal, I've been missing him lately, thinking about the things we used to do. How I always disturbed him in the middle of the night just to hear his voice, how I kept nagging about missing him when he's not here, how I always asked his opinion about every single thing I wanna do, how he surprised me for coming back without telling me, how quiet he can be around my family, how he took care of me, how he annoyed me just to make me laugh. Everything about him, still clear and the images keep repeating in my head.
Tell me, that its normal. Tell me, it happened to you. Tell me, I'm gonna be fine. Tell me, I'm gonna get over it soon. Tell me, to be brave. Tell me, its okay.

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VID INI KHAS UNTUK APEX,AZIQ,SAFWAN,KERET,BABY,CIPUD,EDD,AZAN,SODOX.(AKU SAYANG KORANG SUMA)

* AKU SAYANG KORANG SUMA KAWAN KAWAN.!:)

* U GUYS REALLY MEANT FOR ME :)

* THANKS FOR MAKING ME REALISE HOW WORTH "A FRIEND" FOR ME.

jyeah girl!

• karen o,shes in a band called yeahyeahyeahs.! gila cool la minah neh.aha.
• a must song to hear from her fantastic,husky,and for sure rock and roll are lion,sheena is punk rocker , and 10x10
• jyeah karen.! love ya!

• alice is her name and shes in a trash-so called electro band crystal castle.
• watch shes screaming in Alice practice and crime wave and many more.
• shirts and skirts- coolll kan?
• :)
• waiting for her upcoming show in malaysia,haha,mimpi laaahh.

• heli heli heli ,shes rockin my world.
• watch shes screaming in youtube..she colured mylife.
• a must song to hear-decode.!
• messy hair,shirts and jeans,u cool bebeh,!
• haha,btw shes in a band called paramore.
• please come to malaysia my baby.:)

I adore them so much :).

*aku tules pasal minah minah bukan sebab apa apa or nak tunnjok aku bagos.aku hanya ingin berkongsi minat.itu sahaja.harap paham okayyyy!!!!

kenapalah kau ni smart sangat ha?

kenapalah kau ni smart sangat a makcik macbeth?heeeee! gerammm lah ngn kau neh.

tunggu la aku culik ko nanti.biar meleleh je org len tgok.haha:)

*abah,orang nak macbeth!

hihi

jaja is telling the truth.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: teh o ais
2. Last phone call: shafiq.
3. Last text message: ejatt!
4. Last song you listened to: crushcrushcrush-paramore
5. Last time you cried: last monday.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yesss!
7. Been cheated on: yap.and it was so fucking bad.
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: yes!
9. Lost someone special: yes!
10. Been depressed: yes!
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. White
14. red


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yupyup!
16. Fallen out of love: yeahhh!hahaha.
17. Laughed until you cried: yess.haha.laughing gasss bebeh!
18. Met someone who changed you: yupyup!ahyon,ahhh serabot!
19. Found out who your true friends were: yessss,.!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yup,and the i felt like vomitting.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yeah!i kissed him!
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: too many.
23. How many kids do you want?: seven.yeah! and mostly boys.
24. Do you have any pets: ya,cat,but aku alergik bulu kucing.aoiyooo.
25. Do you want to change your name: yeahhh! nasha aziz!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: hang out with friends.
27. What time did you wake up today: 10.2o awal en?hehe
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: chatting and watching miss fynn.:)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: money.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: at sunway lagoon day!

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life; my surrounding.!
32. What are you listening to right now : yeahyeahyeahs-lion
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: its normal.
35. Most visited webpage: myspace n youtube n myblog
36. Whats your real name: Siti hajar binti baharin
37. Nicknames: jaja karen
38. Relationship Status: unknown.
39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius
40. Male or female?: female
41. Primary School?: SK Bandar Easter,Kota Tinggi Johor.
42. Secondary School?: SMK Clifford,
43. High school/college?: UNITEN BANGI.
44. Hair colour: black of course.
45. Long or short: not-so-long.
46. Height: 157cm pendek! ;(
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yup!hehe:)
48: What do you like about yourself?: my mata!so sy pun mata gak lahh!
49. Piercings: one is enough!
50. Tattoos: ohh tidak!
51. Righty or lefty: RightyFIRSTS
52. First surgery: somewhere in 2000.
53. First piercing: 2007
54. First best friend: akmal
55. First sport you joined: netball.
56. First vacation: kluang,johor.
58. First pair of trainers: tataw
59. Eating: yes
60. Drinking: No
61. I'm about to: having my final exam.waaa.takot!
62. Listening to: heartbreaker-will.i.am
63. Waiting on: my money.
64. Want kids?: yup!
65. Get Married?: yup!
66. Career?: lawyer,wahaha,tade kene ngn IT

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: both
68. Hugs or kisses: both,but im so into kissing,yeah!
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: bboth
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
73. Sensitive or loud: both
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: dunno

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger? : not sure.lalala.
77. Drank hard liquor: No
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: yupp!
82. Been arrested: never!
83. Turned someone down: yupp!
84. Cried when someone died: yes and it was my grandfather.
85. Fallen for a friend?: no.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: 77%
87. Miracles: absolutely!
88. Love at first sight: yeahhh!
89. Heaven: yess!
90. Santa Claus: nooo!
91. Kiss on the first date: yeahhh!
92. Angels: yeahhh!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no!
95. Did you sing today?: yeahh!
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yeah
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: form 1.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: nak pegi kl sentral and started it all over again.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: at first,tp tak da skang.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: NO!

i miss you,please come back:(

i miss you a lot.i love you so much.i need u.:(

hari ini saya pergi ke gig kor keras.

hari ini,23 may dua rib sembilan.saya bangon tepat jam 11.35 pagi setelah empat kali rakan saya,fahmi,menelefon saya.saya bangon dengan perasaan malas mandi.saya baring kembali.saya menggeliat.jari jari kaki saya ketip ketipkan.saya tahu saya perlu bersiap siap,untuk pergi ke gig kor keras yang berlangsung di noisy ampang.sungguh malas mandi.saya on laptop kesayangan.on YM.on myspace.approve apa yang patot.lagu kegemaran saya,attack!attack!,i kissed a gurl,diputarkan.tangan saya mula mencari cari tee shirt yang harus disarungkan hari ini.senang.ambil yang hitam.rolling stone.wekk.dan seperti biasa saya kental memakai slipa sahaja.

rakan saya fahmi suda colling.nada seperti mahu cepat cepat.pkmk la kau.last last kau jugak yang lembab kan?haha.!.sumpah.fahmi ini sangat putih dan besar orangnya.macam bapak dan anak pula saya dan dea hari ini.haha.jangan marah fami.

sesampainya disana,kami pon buang masa di mamak sementara menunggu lagi dua awek datang.hensem siak mamat2 core.sumpah saya terpegun lalu mencair diri seketika.tapi saya cair dalm hathi je la.selepas setengah jam,dua awek itu pon sampai.woahh.ada membe sejantina.kai pon bergerak masok ke dalam gudang.ya,saya sangat terhibur.lagian,mamat mamat core sungguh hensem,semasa MCD beraksi,kelihatan crowd semakin sawan.moshing ,head banging dengan keadaan yang sangat sawan.saya berada betol betol dihadapan vox yang bernama mcd itu.sedang saya head banging,saya dilanggar dengan teruk sekali dengan sorg mamat kor ini.saya berasa amatkah bengang.slipar saya tercabut seketika,kaki saya cedera, namon nasib baek mamat itu sangat style.rambotnya perssis vox alesana,kulitnya puteh,tinggi pula.saya mencair diri sekali lagi.muaaahhhx.haha.harap kita bertemu lagi ya.tapi saket taw kaki saya.ada awek nie,style gila,badan dea smart.dea moshing dengan hebat sekali.saya impressed.

selepas kesawanan itu berakhir saya dan fami serta dorang lagi awek,sebulat suara untuk melahap di mamak sebelah gudang.kami makan makan makan.setelah kekenyangan ,saya mengambil keputusan untuk pulang kerana saya cedera dan tidak boleh bergerak ganas .fami seperti kecewa.tapi apakan daya,saya harus pulang juga.salam peluk cium pada awek awek yang ada.

matematiknya,saya sangat terhibur pada hari ini walaupon saya kecewa saya cedera.dan kesimpulannya,woarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.screamo.saya mahu pergi gig kor keras lagi.sekian terima kasut.pakailah kasut kalau pegi gig.jangan contohi tabiat saya.hehe.

peace semua.!

JYEAH,

jaja williams.

karutan karutin.sekurangnya kurangnya aku tersenyum.tak mcam orang tuuu.wekkk~!

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fidentiti (5/21/2009 1:59:16 AM): ko mara aku ke
fidentiti (5/21/2009 1:59:20 AM): add awek ko
fidentiti (5/21/2009 1:59:23 AM): takpe a
fidentiti (5/21/2009 1:59:28 AM): t aku delete.
re_act90 (5/21/2009 1:59:33 AM): huh?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 1:59:39 AM): xle
re_act90 (5/21/2009 1:59:39 AM): mara watpe
re_act90 (5/21/2009 1:59:41 AM): bodo
fidentiti (5/21/2009 1:59:46 AM): hhahahaa
fidentiti (5/21/2009 1:59:50 AM): engat en ko mara
fidentiti (5/21/2009 1:59:52 AM): hehe
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:00:03 AM): lorh
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:00:08 AM): sapela ak nk hlg korg berkwn
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:00:11 AM):
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:00:24 AM): engat an ko tasuka aku add dea
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:00:26 AM): sebab
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:00:33 AM): the way ko tye ptang takdi
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:00:37 AM): tadahal la
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:00:39 AM): cm tasuke je
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:00:58 AM): juz jgn la ko tanye2 die psl bende ni
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:00:59 AM): xde a
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:01:01 AM): sjak bile ak ade prasaan x suke?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:01:08 AM): hahaahhahaa
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:01:11 AM): sjak bila?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:01:12 AM): hahaa
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:01:18 AM): gile takley bla soalan
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:01:20 AM): ye a
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:01:20 AM): la
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:01:22 AM): tnye aku plak
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:01:28 AM): takkan aku nak
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:01:36 AM): tye sal bnde2 uh
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:01:47 AM): mane a tau
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:01:50 AM): ko men gile plak
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:02:21 AM): weyhhhh
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:02:26 AM): takkan a doe
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:02:30 AM): wey kau taw ark
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:02:44 AM): ak tga lagu new boyz-mengigil
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:02:45 AM): xtaw
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:02:45 AM): ape?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:02:45 AM): gosip2
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:02:46 AM): hahahhaa.!
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:03:04 AM): ko dga?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:03:07 AM): ha'a
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:03:15 AM): lorh
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:03:19 AM): tah sape letak lam laptop neh ha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:03:19 AM): its ur taste
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:03:20 AM): haha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:03:24 AM): weyh
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:03:29 AM): not suprise
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:03:30 AM): gila meleleh doe lagu neh
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:03:31 AM):
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fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:03:57 AM): mmg mende?
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fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:04:10 AM): aku pompuan bhai
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:04:10 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:04:13 AM): entah
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:04:30 AM): heh
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:04:34 AM): ko bwtpe?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:04:39 AM): men game?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:05:16 AM): td men game
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:05:17 AM): ak bru blik
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:05:17 AM): lepak2
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:05:25 AM): kemana?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:05:31 AM): kemana td?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:05:33 AM): shisha?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:05:35 AM): wangsa maju
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:05:40 AM): mamak?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:05:40 AM): dkat2 je
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:05:43 AM): xla
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:05:45 AM): nasi lemak
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:05:46 AM): jap
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:05:57 AM): wangsa maju ngn setapak dekat an
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:06:21 AM): dkat2
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:06:32 AM): ayon setapak
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:07:20 AM): o0o
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:07:26 AM): nnt g umah ayon
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:07:29 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:07:31 AM): mai a inggah
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:07:36 AM): pantek
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:07:42 AM): aku segan a nak g uma dea
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:04 AM): o0o
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:06 AM): k2
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:08 AM): wei
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:10 AM): birthday ak
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:12 AM): 23-05
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:08:14 AM): so?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:08:15 AM): so?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:16 AM): hadiah
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:08:16 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:18 AM): aku nk
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:22 AM): ko bank in 500
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:24 AM): rm
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:08:25 AM): babi
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:08:31 AM): minx keret a
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:08:37 AM): dea bisnes woman
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re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:40 AM): da
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:44 AM): die 500
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:08:44 AM): henset nak dua je
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:47 AM): ko 500
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:08:48 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:50 AM): ckup seribu
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:08:50 AM): fak
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:08:53 AM): ak nk g umrah
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:08:55 AM): sriban ko dpt
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:08:59 AM): ahh ko
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:09:01 AM): bla a
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:09:01 AM): kate org niat baik jgn halg
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:09:09 AM): hahahahahaha.!
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:09:13 AM): bongok
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:09:22 AM): la
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:09:25 AM): kalo ko usaha dgn duet sndri
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:09:26 AM): aku nk waat pahale pon xle
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:09:30 AM): lagi afdal
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:09:36 AM): aku rase
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:09:37 AM): heheh
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:09:56 AM): ak da pkai tulg empat kerat ak
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:09:58 AM): x ckup2
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:10:02 AM): skrg ni
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:10:07 AM): ak pkai ayat2 manisss
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:10:12 AM): haha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:10:21 AM): ko minx je la keret 500
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:10:25 AM): shah 500
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:10:28 AM): ckop
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:10:28 AM): mama
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:10:28 AM): bank in
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:10:32 AM): 500
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:10:35 AM): lakipompuan
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:10:36 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:10:37 AM): ko 500
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:10:40 AM): owrite
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:10:44 AM): sume 1500
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:10:47 AM): cun2
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:10:49 AM): bernas
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:10:58 AM): cukop ke bhai nak g umrah sibu sengah
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:11:00 AM): ?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:11:06 AM): ok2
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:11:14 AM): cukup la nk wat haji
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:11:33 AM): haha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:11:36 AM): otak ko
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:11:55 AM): bek ko minx keret 500
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:11:59 AM): patu blanje aku
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:12:02 AM): shopink
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:12:04 AM): pantek
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:12:06 AM): savg sial
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:12:07 AM): ko dpat pahala
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:12:09 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:12:15 AM): x ckup ke pengorbanan ku slame ni
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:12:19 AM): hahaaahahaaa
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:12:22 AM): ungket2
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:12:26 AM): hahahhaa
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:12:45 AM): bkan mengunkit
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:12:53 AM): ceyhceyhceyh
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:12:55 AM): hehehe
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:12:56 AM): cume flashback
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:12:58 AM): haha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:13:04 AM): same je a dol
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:13:08 AM): bek ko ckp
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:13:12 AM): ulang kembali
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:13:13 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:13:32 AM): action speak louder than word
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:13:43 AM): jgn biakan dri anda dselubungi
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:13:45 AM): MISTERI
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:14:10 AM): gaia gaia gaia
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:14:16 AM): (tak pepasal)
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:14:17 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:14:32 AM): org kate
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:14:35 AM): bia huduh
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:14:37 AM): jgn buduh
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:14:40 AM): ko nie package
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:14:52 AM): babi
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:14:55 AM): package ape doe
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:15:04 AM): ko byk lak "org kate" en
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:15:08 AM): "u" package
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:15:18 AM): incik amaddd
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:16:17 AM): ahahaha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:16:21 AM): ngek a kau
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:16:26 AM): weyh
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:16:28 AM): umo ko bape
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:16:30 AM): lupa a
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:16:31 AM): haha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:16:33 AM): hahaaahahaha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:16:38 AM): 22
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:16:48 AM): babik
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:16:56 AM): 22 tahun ni
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:16:57 AM): asal jambu amat muka
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:16:58 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:17:59 AM): la
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:18:15 AM): amende?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:18:16 AM): aku rase biase
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:18:19 AM): ko da kte ak jambu
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:18:23 AM): ahaha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:18:24 AM): klu ak rase jambu
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:18:27 AM): xtau a ko kate ak ape an
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:18:32 AM): bla a
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:18:34 AM): perasan
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:18:40 AM): aku memaen je td
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:18:41 AM): hahaha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:19:02 AM): dun lick wut ur split
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:19:05 AM): hehe
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:19:18 AM): ah
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:19:19 AM): filololosopapi
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:19:26 AM): byk lak ko nye fisolopian kau
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:19:28 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:19:44 AM): otak geliga an
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:19:47 AM): ahah
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:19:50 AM): ahahahaa
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:19:58 AM): geliga abes
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:20:17 AM): wey
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:20:22 AM): ko xde aadek ke?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:20:23 AM): haha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:20:28 AM): ko anak last ke ape?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:20:37 AM): tau xpe(kate budak2)
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:20:40 AM): ade je
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:20:42 AM): awat?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:20:49 AM): laki pompuan?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:20:55 AM): haaa
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:20:58 AM): mane leh gtaw
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:21:03 AM): buat ko tertanye2
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:21:05 AM): asal alk?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:21:07 AM): lak?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:21:18 AM): saje
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:21:20 AM): adek ko kunza ke
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:21:21 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:21:25 AM): kasi perasaan membabi muncul
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:21:29 AM): hahaahaha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:21:32 AM): kau mmg babi
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:21:36 AM): dalama muncul
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:21:38 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:21:48 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:22:22 AM): adik aku pompan
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:22:28 AM): ayun
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:22:37 AM): ayun?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:22:43 AM): a ah
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:22:45 AM): name dea ayun?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:22:51 AM): sirieshit?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:22:52 AM): pgil ayun
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:22:55 AM): name die
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:22:59 AM): nurul anis suraya
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:23:08 AM): awat panggel ayun
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:23:09 AM): haha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:23:18 AM): ko siyes ke adek ko pompuan neh
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:23:30 AM): yela
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:23:32 AM): asl babi?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:23:38 AM): org cam ak xle ade adik?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:23:42 AM): ni taching ni
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:23:43 AM): tak
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:23:45 AM): i tot
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:23:49 AM): ur siblings
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:23:54 AM): have no girl
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:23:54 AM): burit
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:23:56 AM): hahha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:23:59 AM): pahallak
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:24:04 AM): ak last?
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:24:09 AM): all boys?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:24:11 AM): ko buka anak last ke?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:24:13 AM): aku rase
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:24:17 AM): cm ko pena cite
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:24:19 AM): adik aku sorg je pompan
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:24:21 AM): ko anak ;ast
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:24:24 AM): *last
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:24:46 AM): celah mane plak
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:24:54 AM): celah bedah
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:24:55 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:24:56 AM): ak xkn menafikan kewujudan adik tersyg ak
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:25:01 AM): ceyh
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:25:05 AM): ayat takley bla
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:25:12 AM): umo adek ko bape
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:25:38 AM): dajah 4 ke 5 taun ni
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:25:39 AM): ak x igt
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:25:52 AM): tp ko mmg ade "adik" pon kan kan kan?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:25:54 AM): hahahhaa
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:25:55 AM):
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:26:11 AM): pantat
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:26:14 AM): itu bkan adik
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:26:16 AM): anes
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:26:19 AM): abes?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:26:20 AM): hah
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:26:22 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:26:25 AM): anda sgt lucah
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:26:29 AM): tolonglah
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:26:41 AM): tlg mende
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:26:43 AM): itu namenye batang besbol
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:26:56 AM): bukan adek botak ke
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:26:57 AM): hah
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:26:59 AM): hahaha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:27:04 AM): adik aku x botak
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:27:13 AM): asal lak
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:27:15 AM): haha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:27:17 AM): lucah sial ko mlam ni
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:27:26 AM): apo ai
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:27:28 AM): aku nk ilang rase ngntok la bodod
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:27:32 AM): kol ayun phone sex aa
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:27:36 AM): aku nak siap en presentation
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:27:36 AM): bodo
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:27:42 AM): da ngantok pegi la tdo
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:27:51 AM): ayon berperangai pelik skang
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:27:57 AM): aku col x angkat
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:28:03 AM): mg tak reply
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:28:06 AM): *mcg
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:28:08 AM): o0o
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:28:10 AM): tah a dea
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:28:12 AM): henpon rosak
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:28:16 AM): msg
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:28:17 AM): saket ape tataw
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:28:20 AM): xpun
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:28:25 AM): jari de putus
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:28:31 AM): ngenggg
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:28:32 AM): babi
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:28:39 AM): mintak bende pelik
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:28:40 AM): hah
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:28:41 AM): haha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:28:41 AM): hahaha
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:28:43 AM): cuakkah?
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:28:49 AM): jgn a h doe
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:28:54 AM): xle a nk ff ko pas ni
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:28:54 AM): hahaa
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:28:57 AM): jari da xde
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:28:59 AM): haha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:29:04 AM): shit shit
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:29:05 AM): haha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:29:18 AM): aku suka kiss dea je
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:29:21 AM): hahaha.!
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:29:29 AM): innocent tak aku
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:29:30 AM): hahaaa
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:29:36 AM): sbb ko x rase yg len ag
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:29:39 AM): haha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:29:45 AM): haha
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:29:48 AM): vavi
re_act90 (5/21/2009 2:29:50 AM): ko ckap kat ayun
fidentiti (5/21/2009 2:29:58 AM): mende?


perbualan seterusnya telah ditapis oleh finas dan its illegal to be shown to you all guys.ha~ha`hah`ah`ahaahaa..


gelaklahhh`
dengdenga.
j a ja karren.

entri kosong.

dua dua puloh lima pagi.

mata aku sebam.hidung aku berdarah.bibir aku kering.hathi aku gundah.tangan aku mengigil.otak aku berserabut.jiwa aku kosong.pekikan lagu itu takdapat menenangkan aku.tidak untuk malam ini.sumpah.

*deam kaku*

Tuhan,aku tahu,aku ini hamba yang hina.kau hilangkanlah aku dari keserabutan yang merocok rodok jiwaku ini sejak dari tujuh hari lewat ini.

*menelan saliva tanpa rasa riang*

mengeluh.

Apakah aku ini sudah tidak layak diberikan senyuman ikhlas?
Apakah aku ini sudah tidak layak ketawa bersama?
Apakah aku ini sudah tidak layak bermanja manja?
Apakah aku ini sudah ditutup cahaya ?

*deam*

Sumpah.dalam masa sebigini,aku cuba katup anak mata.
Sumpah juga ,jikalau orang laen lihat aku saat ini.
pasti,ini yang aku terima.
"malam untuk tidor,bukan jadi burong hantu."

tapi,aku slesa sebegini.membegini maksudku.mungken orang akan jelek melihat.
tapi hathisendiri.
apa kau tahu?
ketawa?mengejek?kutuk?hina?
buat apa kau suka,dunia ini memang bapak kau punya kan?

Tuhan,
Sungguh aku hilang arah saat ini.
sungguh aku rasa tergumam.
sungguh aku rasa sendiiri.
sunggoh aku rasa diri ini dicabul perkosa.
sunggoh aku rasa kematian itu datang dengan perlahan.

aku memang tidak sempurna.
hey,jika kau sempurna kau bukan manusia.


*melirik telefon tangan*

sumpah.malam ini.malam ini buat aku terfikir.terfikir aku sangat bodoh membabi buta ,memberi segala,meluah segala,.
segala yang terbuku.

sumpah aku ini ada dua.
sangat deam.
sangat bising.
aku sukar berada di tengah.
kerna itu,ramai yang susah sama aku.

*hiba*

Tuhan,
kenapa dia membisu?kenapa dea harus merodak rasa aku?kenapa harus aku membelenggu?

hurm.


ya,akhir akhir ini.aku menjadi pelakon terhebat,di pentas itu.senyuman nipis ini kadangkala membuatkan aku rasa tongong sendiri.sumpah sangat tongong.

Tongong bukan bila kau tahu,kau bukan untuk itu.tongong bukan kau rasa besalah tapi kau maseh tersenyum.sungguh.kau sangat tongong.tapi kau saja yang rasa.mata laen yamg melihat.
kau tipu jiwa sendiri.sumpah.sangat tongong.


berikan aku pisau.dan akan aku acukan pisau itu di tangan sendiri.biar kau tahu.saket tolol dan bodoh sama seperti kau mgacukan pisau di tangan sendiri.

aku terkesima.sungguh,suara itu,buatkan aku memekik dalam hathi.
:hey,kau bodoh jaja.kau bodoh menekan nekan dea.

sungguh aku tidak boleh berhenti.berhenti dari memekik telefon tangan si aneh itu,.
sampai bila.sampai bila.
sampai bila.


hurmmmm~


Tuhan,
bangonkan aku esok dengan rasa yang sekeras kerasnya untuk jiwa aku ini.
Kau berikan aku kekuatan.
Kekuatan untuk menjadi tongong lagi.
tongong untuk meredakan kekalutan.

moga aku maseh ada nyawa,untuk esok.
harapan.

*air mata menitis*

hilang arah mungken buat seketika,
jajakaren yang tidak sempurna.

*biarkan darah itu mengalir,biarkan saket itu memekik.

saya nak muntahkan ini kepada awak.

Ehhh...!

tgok tu..
burung wak wak.>>

saya nak muntah.

bukan pregnant oke.!

saya nak muntahkan ini kepada awak.

"ai lof you too"

"i miss you too"

"saya sayang awk jugak"

"kita koa nex wik je la"

'"comment waiting for approval""

"30 unread message"

"20 missed coll"

"awak col kejap lagi boleh"?

saya nak muntahkan ini semua kpd awak.
tapi harapan je laa...


lostmykaren.

saya tahu anda suka:p

STERES:+cara - cara menghilangkan stress,tekanan,tacing dan sepupu sepapat dengannya.
diharap korang dapat praktikkan petua petua neh,segala risiko ditanggong sendiri.hehe:p
*tacing bukan memancing

makna stress mengikot kamos dewan edisi ke-3 ialah

=keadaan seseorang individu yang berada dalam tekanan,biasanya mereka akan mengalami perubahan yang ketara di bahagian muka yakni mereka aakan berkerut kerut muka,dan sudah tentu mereka akan sukar menyedekahkan senyuman kepada kita semua.oleh itu jangan lah anda hairan mahupun pelik jika mereka bersama muka,
jika anda sudah tersenyum,bagoslah...
yiippppiiiiee.!


erk,bismillahh..

• sila dengar lagu kuat kuat,tgok tv,layan muveee
• lokasi : dalam bilik(sengsorang),dlam tandas,tepi tasik,atas katel(mengikot kemahuan sendiri)

maksodnya disini,bukan dga lagu sambil angkat berat ke ape,tapi ttuh erm boley gak,selalunya bila kita stress kita akan cakap,,,,,,

1.bosannnya

2.gerammnyaaa,arghhhh.

3.ish asal ah *bende nie tak siap siap?

4.pkmk la mamat/aminah uh,asal nak kacau hidop aku?

5.sial a,asal dea layan aku mcm haram?

6.bila loan nak masok neh?

7.bagi pasangan kekaseh yang baru break up pula,paham paham la ayatnye ape

"i tak sangke u buat macam neh,u tak sayang i dah ke?",sambil baring atas katel,pelok bantal.

dan sewaktu dengannya.

dan bla bla bla bla bla bla....

berbalik kepada point yang petma td,dengrlah lagu kuat kuat,yakni tinnggikan volume media player ,mp3,mp4,radio,laptop,anda.dengar *lagu yang anda suka.jeritlah,melalaklah.tp makse sure la,korang tak ganggu ketenteraman orang laen.nanti org laen plak yang stress,hehe;).dengan cara ini juga ,anda boleh mengasah bakat anda,mane ah tau kan,sesape yang streess uh suka melaalak ,ade bakat dari segi vokalnya.wahhh,,lalalaa,'

*setiap lagu adalah pilihan sendiri dan tiada had kuantiti.

sila taip YA TOMOK dan hantarkan ke 765930

*congrate t omok.

kalau boleh,menyayyi lah beramai ramai.!

anda akan rasaaaaa sgt legaa.!

(akubolehbuat band>!)

kalau tips di atas tidak berguna,sila jalan stret,belok kanan,pergi ke tandas dan muntah

WEKKK::!!!!!!!!

*tips di atas amatlah selalu dipraktikkan oleh penulis

2.koyak kertas.

AMARAN : sila pastikan kertas yang akan dikoyak bukan paper india jual pagi pagi,surat perjanjian tanah bapak kamu,sijil nikah parents kamu,surat tawaran kemasukan uniten,dll yang penting dan berguna di masa hadapan dan belakang.

CARA -CARA:

1.ambik kertas,tules apa apa yang kamu suka,koyak koyak dan koyak.

buangggggg.recycle sangat berguna.

wihiiii.!

bayangkan kertas yang anda koyak itu orang yang anda tidak suka,hal yang mmbuatkan anda stress,atauponnnn apa palah.asalkan anda koyakkkan kertas tu,heh.

*jangan pikirkan hal makanan,nanti korang l a p a......lalaalalal/!

3.MAKAN

hahahehehahahahaa,makan

makan

makan

makan

sape tasuka makan?

sape sape?

*sila sms kan jwapan anda ke TOMOK hanta ke 56873993

*iklan cap spupu dan sdara

bila sebot pasal makan,mesti korang terbayangkan nasi lemak upten(gile lapa doh),bagi peggemar pacik MCDONALd,(israel wey israel),hehehe,mst korang terbayangkan,big mac,mcvalue,mcfluurry,dan segala mc yang adelah,yang penting bukan cik mc molek,msti mseti korang lapa,oleh itu,jika kamu stresss,rajen rajenkanlah diri anda ke gerai gerai makanan pilihan sendiri,

*pastikan wang anda mencukupi,kelak tokey kedai juga akan stress.aiyooo.!

makanlah,enjoy dan nikmati segala hidangan yang terhidang di depan mata.pastikan anda makan seorang diri,maka wang anda sedikit saving tanpa perllu memikirkan org laen dalam erti kata laen,KEDEK ,...!

ehhee.

selepas makan,anda akan rasa kandungan stress dalam badan anda semaken berkurang.,,!

percayalah....(siti)

4.berjogging,gym,exercise(same je)

jika anda stress,berjogginglah,atau pegi ke gym,sambil mdgar mp3,berlarilah.bebaskan perasaan kamu.! ewwwwwm,ayatttt.poyo hhahahaa.,selaen mghilangkan stresss,tips ini juga akan menbuatkan anda jdi lebih slim,lebih menawan*.seterusnya ex gf atau ex bf anda akan gila talak yakni akan datang rujuk balek.

*semuanya tertaklok kpd terma dan syarat.!

oleh itu berlarilahhhhh,exxercisseee,hilangkan stresss.

hhehehe:P

*penules jarang mempraktikkan tips di atas;P

5.SHOPPING

yeahhh,duet duet,shopping,...seronok sangat seronok.!

tak percaya,cuubalaahhh,pergi ke BB,mid,pavi or mana mana tempat yang kamu suka.!

shopping...shopping,barang baru,bau kedai,ohyeahhhhhhh,~~~~

AMARAN : semoga anda cukop tambang pergi dan balek,MOGA MOGA.....!

hihi.!

6.TIDOR = SLEEP

langkah terakherr,untuk mereka yang stresss,tidor adalah aktiviti yang selalu dilakukan pada malam hri

bapak : bila kau nak tido neh?da pukol brape nie:

anak : lek a bapak,tomok tga beraksi nie,,,

* dialog antara bpak dan anaknya di kala bulan mengambang.

werjkkk.tido tido,rasailah nikmatnya jika anda terlalu streesss,dan tidak ada duet utk shopping,malas berjogging,tanak membiarkan telinga disuap dgn bunyi bunyian,maka tidorlah jalan penyelesaiannya.minda anda tidak akan dibebani dgn masalah,otak anda akan berhenti berfikir,muka anda akan berhenti berkerut.lalalala.moga mimpi indahhhhhh.!

yipppie..

BACA SESUATU :

TAHUKAH ANDA SERIBU KERUTAN MENGHASELKAN SATU KEDUTAN?

MAKA,BERHENTI BERKERUT.

*JANGAN PAKAI BOTOX.HEHE.

7.TULES BLOG

MACAM SAYA....!

HEHHHEHEHEHE;pppp

* SELAMAT MENCUBA DAN SELAMAT BERJAYA.

segala komen boleh dilakukan di...

bawahhh///////

renung renungkan dan selamat beramal

hehhehhehe.!

am i?

am i the one who makes u smile everyday?

am i the one who throw your sadness away?

am i the one who makes your life worth everyday?

am i the one being Alice in your crystal castle?

am i the one you miss?

am i the one who makes u laugh?

am i the one who makes your seconds worth?

am i the one who teach you how to love someone?

am i the one who makes u alive every day?

am i the one who singing "dcd" for you when u gonna sleep?

am i?

am i?

*dedicated to mr.you kno who.

mak,jaja sayang mak.

she's my mind , body , and soul.
she's everything for me.
happy mother's day,mak.
love ya forever.
may Allah bless you always,Amin.


yourpatheticdaughter,
jajakaren.