tell me u are hurting too.

s : who is your first love?

A

how is he now?

he's gone.


Tell me that its normal, I've been missing him lately, thinking about the things we used to do. How I always disturbed him in the middle of the night just to hear his voice, how I kept nagging about missing him when he's not here, how I always asked his opinion about every single thing I wanna do, how he surprised me for coming back without telling me, how quiet he can be around my family, how he took care of me, how he annoyed me just to make me laugh. Everything about him, still clear and the images keep repeating in my head.
Tell me, that its normal. Tell me, it happened to you. Tell me, I'm gonna be fine. Tell me, I'm gonna get over it soon. Tell me, to be brave. Tell me, its okay.